And why would’nt life seem dark?
Darker than the colour black could be
The angering clouds intensifing the thunder
The raindrops pelleting right down at me
I wish an umbrella could save me though
From the clashes of sounds people whisper around
I wish I could shut off to that crowd
Where I’m so lost but nobody hears me cry out loud
I wish I could dance free out in the rain
Yet that strings instruct me to move
Move in a way, that gives me freedom- NO just Pain..
I wish my words would speak my language
Yet I find myself utter something so different
Yet the words seems to bring smiles on faces
Because thats all that the people had wanted to hear
I wish my eyes visioned that path of happiness
Yet I find there are stony walls of obligations everywhere
Cannot I see the blissful ending even with my spects
I see only that what the people make me dream of nightmare
I wish I could walk towards the way to any paradise
Yet paradise doesn’t seem so easy to get to
The tickets to get there- cannot I afford
And waiting for my chance- I bet i would already meet the Lord
I wish I could smile all the time anywhere
But life doesn’t seem to offer me that miracle yet
The tears seem to fight off my tiny big eyes
Reminding me this world itself is a joke smiling in lies…
– Lirisha
